my local trail club [socal trail headz] has become more and more involved in the production of trail races in the area, along with providing an increasing number of participants. when browsing the club calendar for posted runs last week, i noticed the san juan trail 50k on saturday, i decided on a whim to sign up for it. several friends were listed as participants and i knew we'd have club members manning most of the aid stations. i contacted repete for a ride to the start and the plans were set for the day.
i had never run the san juan trail, but my curiosity and desire to explore new trails were the motivating factors to sign up for the race. it wasn't until AFTER i'd signed up that i decided to take a look at the course. the first 20 miles of the race were on single track [YAY] heading south out of blue jay, but the final 12 miles were on the SAME COURSE as the 21k from two weeks ago. the SAME COURSE that i SWORE OFF after that race. the SAME COURSE that kicked my backside during twin peaks while trying to catch back up to mike. how many times am i going to have to go UP horsethief this year?
ugh.
but, it is what it is. i was determined to just get out and have some fun. with that in mind, though, saturday turned into a day about learning. after all these years, you'd think i'd have all this racing stuff wired. well, even the most seasoned can make errors in judgement.
saturday dawned1 a little overcast and with perfect weather conditions for racing. the high was supposed to be in the low to mid 60's, partly cloudy and a slight breeze. awesome. it was a little bit chillier than that at the start, so i opted to put on some gloves, a beanie and arm warmers. also, into the pack went a shell in the event that the weather turned. error number one. just because it's cold at the start doesn't mean that you need the warm gear. suffer for a bit at the start and you'll warm up quickly and not need the extra clothing.
my trusty pair of salomons is on their last leg and i didn't think my sauccony trail shoes would be up for the technical challenge of the course. they tend to slide around a bit on my feet on really loose footing, so my other option was the uk gear pt03 desert shoes. i figured that since i'd done some double digit runs in them that they might be okay for the long haul of a 50k. what i didn't take into account was the weight of those shoes. they're like bricks when compared to the salomons or the saucconys. mistake number two. don't wear a heavy pair of shoes for a long race. that's just adding unnecessary fatigue to your legs with every step.
knowing that the gaiters on the uk gear shoes were going to rub my shins, i headed to rrs and picked up a couple pairs of mid calf running socks. mistake number three. no new gear on race morning.
when it came to fueling, i've been doing so many self supported runs lately that i was somewhat stuck in that mindset for the race. rather than run light and rely on the support at the aid stations, i loaded up my osprey pack with a full 100oz bladder, a shell, all the gatorade endurance powder i would mix for the entire race, brownies, gels, gummies, body glide, carmex, etc, etc, etc. mistake number four. plan for support on the course and make yourself aware of drop bag options. the course ran back through the start at mile 20, offering runners a perfect mid-point for a drop bag.
so, i toed the line on saturday with WAY too much gear. i was loaded for combat; heavy shoes, a full pack, clothing to get me through a winter storm and a fresh pair of socks. i was ready for my lesson.
the race, though, was grand. the san juan portion of the run was a beautiful piece of single track that glided down through an oak filled canyon, climbed along ridge lines, wound around sandstone cliffs and back into a shaded canyon. when i risked taking my eyes of the trail, the view was beautiful. the route did a sort of lollipop with an out an back portion topped with a smallish loop.
the scth club president and his wife were at the 10mi aid station. steve, the rd for the old goats 50mi race coming up at the end of the month, was all smiles and encouragement. i lollygagged in the aid station as i mixed a bottle and re-adjusted my footwear2. the aid station was in the middle of the loop on the lollipop, so i was half way from the start and it was all uphill on the return. fortunately, the grade was always runable.
on the way back to the start, i started picking off runners, but rather than just blow past them, i was enjoying running up behind, pacing with them for a bit and chit chatting. i met some really stellar guys out on the trail, from the marine up from camp pendelton and the school of infantry to gary, the south african and mike the 65 year old that would kick my butt on the return down from the last aid station.
again, the return was just as beautiful as earlier, albeit a little slower. when i hit the start at 20mi, i emptied out my pack of all the winter gear i was hauling and opted to not refill my bladder. at this point i was consciously trying to lighten my load by drinking my water and shedding anything i didn't absolutely need.
from the start, the route headed up the wonderfully steep main divide to the top of trabuco trail. this is a loose section of fire road that tips up at angles that are runable on fresh legs, but i couldn't pull myself to lift my bricks high enough to run the steep bits, so i power hiked them. once at the top, i was pleased to find jamison and keira, fellow scth members, manning the aid station. keira gave her typically enthusiastic welcome and personal attention. topped off and wanting to get out of dodge to avoid the swarming bees, i headed down the steep and technical trabuco trail.
at this point, my legs were feeling pretty shot. normally i'll fly down trabuco in a wonderfully fast controlled fall, but today i was concerned about my ability to control my footfalls. so, i took it mellow and just rolled down the trail trying to let my legs recover. by the time i hit the bottom, my legs had come around a bit and i was starting to feel myself again, but i was now faced with the climb back up horsethief. have i mentioned how silly this trail is?
i put on some fast paced music, put my head down and started grinding my way up the climb. i caught up to fellow club member, marissa, on the climb and we chatted a bit about her daughter's fund raising plan to swim the catalina channel as a fund raiser for CHOC.
once back up on main divide, i had about six miles to go, most of which was a rolling ridge line followed by a massive downhill. knowing that i'd see jamison and keira again at the top of trabuco, a plan started to form. i don't know why i don't start off my races thinking of these things, because they're a great diversion from the mental process of managing fatigue. i began to plan a haka.
really, the whole haka thing is really over the top, but it's such a fun way to be a nutjob out on the trail. i started planning my dance, what i would chant, how i'd wave my arms and stamp around. i rehearsed it in my head over and over...and before i knew it, i was on the final climb back up to trabuco and i could see the aid station sitting up atop the saddle.
as i came into the aid station, keira greeted me with her customary enthusiasm, asking what i needed. i stopped. i started stamping and waving my arms and growling gutturally. keira looked shocked and concerned. she stuttered a bit, trying to ask me what i needed from the aid station. i just continued and then started chanting.
NO! SI! MANGE! IL! FANGO!3
i hooted and hollered some more, and then just stopped, stood up straight and said in a chipper voice, "hi!" i was cracking up because keira was speechless. perfect! i was all set and didn't need anything from the aid station, so off i went without much more said. i think i giggled the whole way down the mountain.
the rest of the race was just an exercise in not falling and before i knew it, i was at the finish, rounding that last corner and coming across the line to the cheers of my fellow runners. i didn't put in a stellar time, and the course really beat me up, but i did learn some valuable lessons; ones that it seems can only be picked up from the experience. the day, despite it's lows at points, was quite fun and i'm glad that i'd had the wild hair to sign up.
oh, and the recap wouldn't be complete without a mention of repete's race day goal. repete, you see, is a math geek and was hopping to have a finishing time of pi to the fifth [or seventh!] decimal place. at the top of trabuco, he realized that he was on pace and could possibly finish at 1:59pm. he sucked up the pain and set a seven minute pace coming down that hill, eliciting a comment from e-rod, "man, that guy is really inspired by math!" repete, though, would end up running too fast and crossing the line at 3/14 1:56pm, which was only pi to the fourth decimal place. a few minutes later, another runner would cross at 3/14 1:59 and completely miss the incredible significance of his finishing time. repete was devastated that the time was wasted on someone with no appreciation for maff.
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1actually, there was no dawning...we were at the start well before the sun came up so in actuality i should say 'when i woke up on saturday'
2if you're going to wear new gear on race day, WASH IT FIRST. those new socks were as slippery as thunderclap's snot
3 "don't eat the dirt" - one of the few italian phrases i know. i'm working on teaching myself and thunderclap italian, but at this point all we know are animal names, how to ask how you are, this phrase and how to sing "ring around the rosy".