Marathon number 4 is officially still to be done. My attempt on Sunday ended at 26k.
It all started out perfectly, I woke up on time, completely refreshed and ready to run after a great nights sleep. The best pre-marathon sleep. The weather gods were smiling, it was cool and sunny. Everything was looking promising.
I got ready, ate my normal bagel and waited for nature to kick in. It did. Very quickly. Not to worry, it is just pre-race nerves. I grabbed my bag and headed out. Just as I got to the elevator, I realised I didn't have my watch on. Back inside, I searched high and low of it. No where to be found.
Okay, I'm not going to panick. I have an old crappy watch that has a basic stop watch, it will do the job. It took me about 10 minutes to find it. I headed out again, now a little stressed since I was running about 15 minutes late. Not to worry, we had planned to meet 45 minutes before race time, so I still had plenty of time.
I arrived and met up with the group. With about 10 minutes to go, I decided to visit the washrooms one more time, apparantely, I was still suffering from pre-race nerves. Strange since I didn't feel nervous or anxious at all! I found K, my BFFs daughter she was running the half, it was her first ever race so I told her I would run the first part of the race with her. We headed to the start. Due to my last minute trip to the toilet I lost P who I was planning on running with. The gun went off and we started walking to the start.
Slight stomach issues, a misplaced watch and a lost running buddy, looks like I got rid of all my mishaps before the race started ... phew.
We stepped on the mat and started to run. I pressed the start button on my old watch. The screen went blank. Nothing. I pressed the button again again and again. It was dead. For the first time today I start to panick. I need a watch. I am watch obsessed during a race. What would I do for 4.30 hours with no watch to check every 30 seconds, how would I know my pace?
Calm down ... breath .... inhale ... exhale.
There are hundreds of people around I'll just use one of there watches. I ask K if she started her watch? I'm not wearing one ... WHAT?
Who doesn't wear a watch?
Okay it's her first race, she doesn't understand. I see the first K marker up ahead ... already? Damn it. I look frantically around, I see a familar blonde ponytail ... it's J ... she'll have a watch. I manouver us over to them and as we pass the K marker, I scream to J my watch just died, what time do you have?
... Oh I didn't set my watch.
The crowd of runners around us found this incredibly funny, I'm guessing I didn't hide the panick in my voice or the shock on my face. Then the guy behind me pulls and and says 4.45.
Ah .. relief ... okay 4.45
What ... 4.45 ... I'm aiming for 6.20!
I don't even think it is possible for me to run a 4.45 km. I can't even begin to describe the anxiety I was feeling at this point. Was I really running that fast, I knew I wasn't but I had NO F*&@ING WATCH to tell.
Then K, the watchless newbie, noticed another 1k marker. A different colour. There were 4 races so each had a different colour. When we passed our colour, someone shouted 6.18. Thank you. Okay I was on pace, I began to settle down.
This lasted all of 30 seconds. I knew most of these runners were doing the half. I'd be without watch or people with watches for the entire second half.
Did I mention I'm obsessed about my watch.
I looked at J. If she hadn't set her watch she probably wasn't going to use it. I ran up beside her and asked if I could have her watch. Looking back down, it was probably more like demanded. She was watch-jacked at 1.5K.
I was so happy, I couldn't wait to get to 2k to set it and start obsessing!
By 3k, we were perfectly on pace, K was feeling great and loving the race experience. Then up ahead I see P. By 4k we had caught up and passed them. We were right on pace. I took off my long sleeve shirt and started to feel settled and comfortable. Once I relaxed I notice my stomach was still cramping. I figured it would work itself out.
Things started to go really wrong at 10k, when I took my first gel. It didn't seem to want to go down. I grabbed more water at the next waterstop. It didn't help. My stomach was cramping more. I found a toilet at 14k. The gel was rejected, along with my bagel and pasta dinner. I felt better when I started running again. I saw K up ahead and focused on catching her. I had caught up by the next waterstop.
I felt good, great infact. My legs felt strong. My stomach seemed okay now. I see P up ahead, and catch up by 19k. We cross the half way in 2.16 just 1 minute behind my target. I start to feel really positive, half way there, feeling good. I grab a gel and take it. By 22k I am regretting the gel. It doesn't want to go down. For the next 2 k I focus on putting one foot in front of the other. P is pulling ahead. I feel like I am using every ounce of energy to run and I'm not going anywhere. I am getting slower and slower.
It is like someone flicked a switch and turnoff my power. I realise I don't have anything in my system except the last gel which is trying to leave. I have run out of fuel.
I know my parent are at 26k, they have my bag. Packed with things I might need including snacks. The thought of food makes me sick. For the next 5 minutes I battle with the thought of continuing on or stopping. I can't believe how hard it is to stop. To give up. When you have put so much into one day.
I pulled off at 26k. I didn't have the energy to argue or battle with myself, I just wanted to stop.
So marathon number 4 is still on the To Do List. But for all the things that went wrong for me, it went right for everyone else, P had a 23 minute PB, the Strickler PB'd in marathon number 2 and L and T completed their first marathon with smiles on their faces!
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