reflection

I dreamt of Rocky last night, I feel like I was part of some strange brain-washing experiment. I see stairs and suddenly want to run up them, pumping my fists. To avoid causing a scene I took the elevator this morning, thank god they weren't playing Eye of the Tiger ... all control would of been lost.

Seeing other people deal with there issues, makes you take a look at yourself ... whether you want to or not. I think we all have things we need to work through, get over, deal with or just stop. It's starting that's tough, maybe because you have to admit you want to change. I'm making a mental list, it's just mental for the time being.

One thing I definitely need more of is sleep. I'm tired all day, at 10pm I'm wide awake! I hadn't heard from "Axel Freed" all night, I was beginning to get worried. If I haven't heard from him it's usually a bad sign. I called, if he screens my call we are in trouble.

He answered ...

He's made it through day two. After work he did a slow 8 mile run, then skulked home and went to bed for 2 hours (apparantely alone, anywho that's a whole other addiction). He was watching the Jays and Giants and gave me this little tidbit ....

"barry bonds sure can't run anymore out there in left field. Sometimes it's hard to watch athlete at the end of his career ... I can relate to that."

Barry made 747 tonight, and Axel made it to 2 .. it's a good night