It's been awhile...
I haven't posted in awhile...these posts are getting farther and farther apart...Life is hectic. Work is crazy busy. And I just haven't found the need to express my thoughts for the whole world to see lately.
Part of my busy life includes contemplating the training for OP50. Right now, I'm not so sure I want to train for it. With training comes pressure, and that sucks the joy right out of running. I want to run for pleasure, not because I need to pound out miles. Last year, I trained for ultras as a healthy way to focus on me - give me my time alone. But I don't need that this year. In the beginning stages of training for OP, I'm finding that I'm either playing with Ash, running, sleeping or working. I've been striving for a more balanaced approach to life - everything in moderation - and there's nothing balanced or moderate about 50 miles. I want time for me, time for my friends. Ash is my priority right now, and on the days when he's with his dad, I want to be able to choose to spend time with my friends - or a date - without worrying about how that will cut into my training (of course, if I can combine my friends - or a date - with training, all the better!).
And I definitely haven't had any time for blogging - no posts, no reading what others are up to. Not having a computer at home adds to the lack of time for blogging.
I did get out for a nice 5.5 miles this morning with a new friend. Out before sunrise, the cool breeze kept my temperature just right. I had fun talking all sorts of running talk, and the hot mocha afterwards warmed me right up.
I'll still be running - just not training for 50 miles. I'll still be writing - just not as frequently. And I'll still be around, reading others' posts - just not every day (or even every week). It's been a fun year with you guys, and now it's time to scale back and focus more closely on my life, needs, desires, direction.
Comments
It will be a well deserved break. Have fun with Ash, and take time to do YOUR thing!! I'll be around if you need anything...
Posted by: Tigerlilly | October 17, 2006 01:36 PM
As we hashers say, on on wanker. Which in regular English would translate loosely as godspeed.
Posted by: Rafael | October 17, 2006 02:47 PM
You and I are in the same place Angie! I've tabled the ultras, for awhile, for my sanity. I have to concentrate on my babies, my work and my sanity for now. But there will come a time when I can get that Western States 100 under my belt. Just not now. For everything there is a season...
Keep runnin' for fun. I am.
Hugs,
Tanya
Posted by: Tanya | October 17, 2006 03:06 PM
I get some of my best blogging ideas while running!
Posted by: FreeThinker | October 17, 2006 06:01 PM
Do what you need to do for you. We'll miss you!
Posted by: B | October 17, 2006 06:14 PM
Ultras require a major commitment. IMHO it's better to wait until you are ready to commit you life to that, rather than trying to do it all. Enjoy your running, the ultras will always be there waiting when you're ready!
p.s. We'll be here too!
Posted by: Jack | October 17, 2006 11:31 PM
I so know what you mean! I decided not to do the 50M this year as well- maybe someday when Mar is a little older...enjoy your running!
Posted by: Jennifer | October 18, 2006 05:32 AM
Balance is key and running should be fun.
Enjoy the journey bringing your life back to center.
Posted by: Josh | October 18, 2006 07:16 AM
We'll miss you Angie, but completely understand. Enjoy running for fitness and fun!
Posted by: backofpack | October 18, 2006 08:03 AM
Cool post about what's important to you during different phases of life. Take care of yourself!
Posted by: Ginger Breadman | October 18, 2006 01:48 PM
It's life. A lot of regular bloggers seem to be caught up in it right now. Blogging certainly has it's benefits, but is definitely a time suck and it makes sense to drop it when family, friends, and more immediate things come calling. But, in the end, should you post something, someone will always be here.
Posted by: Miki Higuchi | October 18, 2006 09:20 PM
I try not to put to much focus on my training, if I did I would miss all the fun things about running, you have a good base keep that up and in a couple months see where you’re at…running the small trail races between 5-10 miles are extremely fun and I’m sure there are a quite an few Arizona!! No worries...take care & keep on keeping on!
Posted by: Ryan | October 19, 2006 05:33 AM
Angie ... you do what you need to do to get yourself healthy. We'll be here for you whenever you need us. Good luck.
Posted by: Phil | October 19, 2006 09:52 PM