The air of possibility
The weather the last few days in Tucson has been beautiful. I’ve loved walking outside and feeling the cool breeze on my arms, the sun on my face. I feel a little sad about the weather; this is beautiful weather – for SPRING! Not the middle of winter. I cherish the few wintry days we get here in the desert. To lose some of those days to this balmy spring weather is bittersweet.
The air is full of possibility, of promise. It reminds me of summer in Salinas, where I grew up, of summer and late fall in Mammoth Lakes, CA, one of my favorite places ever. I feel like anything is possible, there is no rigidity to life, anything goes, anything could happen. Life is open and free and brilliant and beautiful.
I ran at lunch, just over 2 miles. It was short and very very sweet. I was able to pull my hair back into a ponytail under my hat (!), and headed out in my pink “Run like a girl” shirt. Perfect running weather – shorts and a t-shirt. Not too hot, not too cold. Absolutely perfect. It was incredible to feel myself back into the groove, running just because I could – anything’s possible, you know – and because I wanted to, for the hell of it. I’m not training for anything; I’m totally out of shape. And I ran and loved it.
Back at the office, I prepared an eggless egg salad sandwich (I do eat eggs; it’s just that I really love tofu and Trader Joe’s makes a fantastic eggless egg salad) with a small serving of kettle chips and headed to the shady side of the building. I sat, in my running clothes, on a curb and watched the wind blow the half-mast flag across the street and pigeons play in water that poured from a random pipe sticking out of the side of the neighborhood church. I finished up lunch with a fun conversation about lifestyles with a friend who had finished up a lunchtime walk, and then we headed inside.
Turns out my friend’s hot water heater needs to be replaced, so I still have not received that promised hot bath (I don’t have a tub in my tiny studio). Hopefully I’ll get one soon!
My mom received the results from the blood work re-test: she’s totally fine. Whew and YAY! Well, her blood work is fine. She has severe allergies to most plants, and she has asthma (which is explains the lungs not feeling right – the reason she went to the doc in the first place). What a relief.
And FeministRunner and Journey to a Centum tagged me, so here goes:
Find the nearest book.
Turn to page 123.
Find the fifth sentence.
Copy the next three sentences here.
Tag three people.
Um, I’m at work and the nearest book was “The Book of Fabulous Questions” and page 123 didn’t have five sentences (just two). So I looked for the next nearest book and it was “Conversation Starters” and page 123 had five sentences, but no more. On to the next nearest book. Hmm, should I choose “Nonviolent Communication” or “Bushwhacked”? Decisions, decisions…
"Nonviolent Communication" (great book, by the way):
"No, I wasn't enjoying the conversation; in fact, I was totally bored with it."
At the time, I was suprised to hear his response because he had been the one doing most of the talking! Now I am no longer surprised: I have since discovered that conversations that are lifeless for the listener are equally so for the speaker.
TAG, you're IT!
RunnerGirl
Sarah
Neese
Comments
So good to hear that your mother is doing ok. Asthma is definitely something she can cope with.
Posted by: Laurie | January 10, 2007 02:14 PM
i just love reading your longer entries :o) glad to hear you are doing alright, and your mother too..
Posted by: neese | January 10, 2007 04:26 PM
I have asthma myself so it's very treatable, but can knock you off your feet when you least expect it.
Posted by: Denise "Firefly" | January 10, 2007 04:55 PM
Hi Angie, I have been reading your blog from time to time. Thought I would say hi!
Your thoughts about the spring weather are exactly how I feel. I love spring and I love the promise of it but it's just a little too early!
Great run!
Posted by: Javamom | January 10, 2007 07:50 PM
Glad to hear your Mom is fine. We'll send winter back your way once were done with it up here in the PNW.
Posted by: Rob | January 10, 2007 08:43 PM
Man! Your weather sure sounds ideal. I'd like a nice 10 mile run in some warm weather. I guess I'll just need to wait till August.
Eric
Posted by: Journey to a Centum | January 10, 2007 08:44 PM
I could of sworn I left a comment this morning. Maybe I forgot to hit enter, or closed it before it posted or something.
I'm glad to hear that your Mom's tests all came out fine. I had to use two inhalers for a while before they determined that I really didn't have asthma.
Funny how your book excerpt and mine kind of go together!
Posted by: backofpack | January 10, 2007 09:23 PM
I agree with Michelle, the books you guys picked have things in common:)
yay for Mom!
Posted by: olga | January 11, 2007 09:27 AM
running at lunch is impressive. How do you do it?
Posted by: Josh | January 11, 2007 12:46 PM
Happy to hear that your mom's tests came back OK.
Running during lunch must be great ... by mid-june you'll be looking back on this day very fondly. Really nice run.
Posted by: Phil | January 11, 2007 10:44 PM
I was running in a T-shirt and sleeveless shirt the other day.
On the treadmill!
I don't expect I'll be able to do that outside for some months yet.
After reading the previous few posts, I can say that yes, you can do this!
Thinking of you...
Posted by: Sarah Elaine | January 13, 2007 10:26 AM
running during and and sitting in your gear at your desk... how great is that?
Posted by: steph | January 13, 2007 06:45 PM
running during lunch and and sitting in your gear at your desk... how great is that?
Posted by: steph | January 13, 2007 06:46 PM