My friend Juls does have good advice, and I appreciate it. I am the first one to tell others that they need to listen to their bodies when they are hurt. So why am I having such a hard time listening to someone tell me the same thing? I'm type A, I'm wed somehow to this dream/idea of running CIM - I've visualized it being my best marathon ever, and qualifying for Boston there ... I've got a lot invested in this vision of my future.
But it is just one vision, and by no means the only possible future for me. So, for now, my plans are on hold. I will see what Doctor O. says on Friday during my appointment and in the meantime, treat my knee gently and with love. I will not demand unrealistic things of my body ... I will listen to it and respect it's wishes. Hhhhmmmm ... well most of the time at least. I am going to try and run tonight (as the swelling and pain have abated since yesterday) but don't worry Juls, I won't push it. Promise. If it hurts I'll stop and switch to weights and core strength building exercises. Lots of options - many possible futures :-)
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