Speed it up and a new goal and depression (sorry, this is long)
I have just been plain depressed lately. At first it was worrying me, and then as usual, my therapeutic hobby helped me out. During a quick speed workout on the track on Monday, I came to the conclusion that with the stress I have been under lately, I would be crazy NOT to be depresed.
First, RCIA (initiation into the Catholic Church) which went on for a year, is over. I am LOVING being Catholic, but nonetheless it is a transition to make and a small chapter of my life is over.
Second, the accident. Totalling your car is stressful no matter what, buying a new car, insurance, rentals BLECH!
Thirdly, the accident made me behind at work with the time I had to take off. Wonderful.
Fourthly, one of my projects, the major one, is finally completed, and I have to make a transition to new projects which is both exciting but is leaving me with my wheels spinning at the moment. Two people being let go this past month is not making it easier for me to catch up, especially since I am taking over the duties of one of them.
Fifthly, my roomate got accepted to graduate school (Yay!) but that does mean she will be moving to Charleston in August. (boo).
Sixthly (is that a word?) My half marathon that I have trained so hard for is over. Although the results were understandable, my time was not what I hoped for.
And if that's not enough, I got a hubby 6 hours away and trying to make my way to see him in all this.
So I am NOT going crazy, I am a normal human being that is just going through a butt-ton of crap right now! In that regard, I have decided that the best therapy is to create a new challenge to meet and to get back some routine into my life.
After much research, thought, and the need for a new challenge after my half, I have decided on two things:
1.) I would like to do one or two more half marathons before I tackle the full marathons. I think I need to get used to these distances and spending all that time on my feet.
2.) I need to SPEED UP!
After much research, I have decided that I have been running my recovery runs WAY to slow, like an 11:00 mile. Considering that my goal race pace for a 5K is between an 8:00 and 8:15 min mile and my 10K pace is an 8:30 mile I should be running these long runs and recovery runs at about 9:30 or 9:45 pace (at least according to my research, Yay for Running Times article on the 4 Major Mistakes runners make that can hold them back, I highly reccommend checking it out).
I am also going to return to Interval training too. The TEMPO runs were good and helped my endurance, but I think I really need to build some SPEED and am thus returning to interval and track workouts once a week. I banged one out on Monday (short but sweet) doing 4 x 800m at slightly under 8:00 mile pace with 2 mile warm up and cool down....It felt GREAT! I need to remember that I actually DO enjoy these workouts, they are very stress relieving and it is rewarding to see those pace numbers.
I even got a hard copy Training Log which is already very helpful and can help me keep track of my pace, weight, eating, pulse, on paper right after I run.
Of course I will also be kicking it into high gear at work and getting more involved at church in the mean time, but at least that is the story with running...and I already feel better.